即将要去应酬的他，让我有点不知所措。心中的不安总是会出现。
不懂自己能不能适应他这样的工作。虽然他已经承诺，已经答应，已经保证，但是我相信每个女孩心中还是会有些保留。
真的不懂应该要用什么心情来面对。体谅他？包容他？
但还是会担心。担心会发生事情，担心他会醉，担心种种不可能的事情变成有可能。
不懂这些不安几时才会消失。。。。):
I wish i could be strong enough to face all these problems.
but still.......will worry..

Alright, i have no idea why i miss him so much now.
Now is middle of the night and he slept already.
MY CTL, I MISS YOU SO MUCH NOW!!! LISTEN???

Have a good talk with you just now :))
It is really a good talk.
At least we knew each others thought.
And i feel much better now.hehe..
I should not to think that much and you too.
muack.

Yea. I'm here again due to the babyboy! or should say due to the babyman :))) HAHAHA...
Many words of mine are keep inside my deep heart. I wish to tell you, but but but...you already understand me very very well! even well than myself!
But still want to let you know, ILY more than myself. MORE THAN MYSELF.
So, no excuses for you to leave me! I wont accept any of your excuses.
so bie, appreciated each other's love kayy? You know we are difference.
Lastly, Wish we can be the very peace and ordinary couple in this world with lots of joy but not troublesomes =))

how could i be that stupid?
how could i be that innocent?
how could i be that naive???
I was just angry with MYSELF for having made such a foolish mistake!!
I'll remember what you told me next time!
REMEMBER IT NOW!

Currently, my life became special.
because there's some special person get involved into my life.
You gave me lots of support.
You gave me lots of advices.
You gave me lots of confidence.
Yea. I'm talking about you TERENCE.
I believe fate. The fate makes us be together again.
I don'tcare who you be with for the previous.
I don't care how old are you and me.
I don't care everything bie.
The only thing i care is, the photo. I'll wait that.
Today you called me, and told me that you got something to let me know.
and asked me not to argue with you after telling me. not to angry you.
not to don't talk with you. That time i was like, huh??
something very important? something about HK's stuff?
something about her again?
LOL. BTW, the words very sweet bie. the sentences that you told me is sweet enough. xD
HAHAHA..finally i've post something about YOU. Happy? :))) ILY.

In love? not to say that yet.
Sometimes, I wish I'm in love. But sometimes,I wish myself free as a bird.
This time, I've no idea.
I wish I'm in love with you. but I'm afraid.
I'm afraid that I've no time to accompany you. That's why i refused.
Because i know, you want me to be your side whenever you need me.
and i know, you want to stick with me always.
That's what I afraid about. I scared that i can't fulfill what you want from me.
And unfortunately, I'm now stayed at island while you stayed at mainland.
Sometime I'll think that, is it much better that we be friend instead of couple?
No any answers appear in my mind yet. That's why we're friend now.
That's why I wanted to be friend with you now. At least I'm not that pressure.
I want to start from zero. From the beginning.
From the normal friend. From the friend that can always hang out, chit chatting, play around and concern each other.
By the way, thanks for contact me back. You know what, your number always let me confused. HAHA.
As i know, you're always around me. :)) Thank you so much.