I MET HIM ...

Past few weeks, i discovered his existence by his facebook.
Since i knew him for couple of months but only i discovered his exist?! =.=
I view his pictures and of course his blog too.
Been add him but failed. He didn't approved me as well.
Wondered why! As my nature, I'll give up!
But today, i met him. I met him at Gurney. What a coincidences.
My heartbeat darn fast. Oh gosh~~
I told my sis : i know his exist but he doesn't know me!
Why I've such feeling? I'm totally no idea!
What my feeling is, wish to know him more, talk to him more and of course play with him more!
......

A lame post

As the title brought down the meaning, this is actually a lame post here.
I wish i could shout out loud my thought and feeling with someone?here?seaside?
nobody could help me and I'm not even purposely go to seaside just to shout?!
so, the choice of me is just to write my feelings at here..
I'm not well-understand myself actually!
I'm not understand what happened on me seriously.
feel that I'm upset with some stuff, and yet i can't figure it out!
maybe is about friendship? or I'm in love with someone?
I'm going to be crazy!

FRIENDS,
maybe that's my character! I'm not well to express my love to you guys.
i feel that I've been neglected by you all. Maybe my self's character is too deep inside?
maybe I'm afraid i am doing something wrong in front of you all!
for example, I'm afraid to tell you guys if that things is not nice or whatever!
i didn't even have the same thought with you guys!
whenever i feel the things nice yet, you guys feel so ugly and not suitable!
i knew it's useless when i gave any suggestion to you guys, so i choose quite.
when I'm quite, you guys feel that I'm no used!
and maybe just because of my this character, i feel that i been neglected by you guys!
i though we were the best friends?
i love to be with you guys when the class ended.
i love when the class ended, we headed to some where else to play or eat.
actually, I'm not going there to eat or what, i just love to be with you guys!
that's why i used to found a lot of excuses not to back to alpine!
at last, although you guys pretend in front of me,
but i feel that I've been neglected ... that's why I'm so emotional this few weeks~ ):

SOMEONE,
I'm been searching you around me for the long time!when are you going out to meet me here?
I'm lack of love, lack of blissful,lack of hug, lack of kiss and the most important
I'M LACK OF CARE !


AND,
i already figured out, where i look so upset nowadays!
that is because of friendship!
i do care what are you guys think about me!
i do care what are you guys did it to me!
i do care you guys meet out without inform me! (although it's none of my business)
i do really care our friendship!!
but why? ... speechless now ...
I've no idea what to describe my feeling now! I'm crying now actually!
BECAUSE I CARE OF YOU GUYS!

that's all i want to shout out here..
i knew it's lame,stupid and no used!
but, no any place to lend me to shout so, accept here T_T
lastly, i love you guys so much friends!

hey readers =)

i knew I'm abandoned my blog for more than 1 months?! sorry ya ;)

my Sem1 was finished and so means I'm holiday now!

this holidays were not giving me much fun or whatever! but just gave me a word B-O-R-E-D!

what a lifestyle I'm having now is BAD!

i was planned to find a job on Dec since i still haven't enjoy my holiday with my parents yet..

still need to shopping and have a great dinner with them at G Hotel.

can't wait for that time coming with dressing a pretty dress =)

*skip skip*

recently my dear brother was facing relationship's problem..

hope that's not a big deal for you dear.

i used to advice him and told whatever he need to do..and the next step are depends on you.

i knew you love her very much, but she has no feeling towards you already.

so, should you give up?!

I've no idea and sick with this kind of problem..

so, i didn't have the right to judge on you! just wish you luck dear xD

and yes!! my Malaysian Studies has passed!! which means I'm not going to touch SEJARAH anymore..wooohooooo~~~!!!!

congratulation to those who passed no matter TAFEA's students or business's =)

and i knew, some of my friends failed=(

some of them going to resit on 5 DEC and someone choose to re-take the whole MS course!

but that's your choice guys..wish you all luck then.
no idea what's going to say the next..so better stop it here then.

bye guys.

xoxo

Finally i'm legally 18 right now=)
very thank you for the wishes form all of my friends!
appreciated it much!
lastly..
wish myself

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIN ;)

1 more week, I'll be turn to 18th! a bit excited yet nervous! xD
my ex-classmates say want to celebrate with me at 2/10!which means this Friday!
but still not yet plan where to go and invite who!
hope all will be fine=)
what will do while my real birthday day?
will i celebrate with the college's mate? family? or alone?
my mind still blank!='(
scare to be alone due to last year's situation!!
my college's mate called me go DREAM which at Auto-city!
some of them say go clubbing?! since i've turn 18th already what..hahaha^^
should i? or just staying at penang celebrate myself with sis??
my mind still blank too!='(
haizz...hope all will be fine for me xD!

since I'm so free now, and decided to update some picture to here! because my blog looks like dead already^^
all those pictures is recent me & my family!
an apologise to the readers because the pictures might be blur since I'm using cell phone to take all those pictures=)
please forgive ya.

location: gurney plaze's chilis restaurant

the blogger=)

the pretty sis

she is eating the so-called " bali yi mai" since she haven't took her breakfast!

i love this pic much!

she was acting silly again @.@

my daddy

big face i have!!!! damn it!

@.@

wondering why she likes to promote the chilli?!

the "tam jiak" hand!!haha~

AM I TOO EXPECT FOR SOMETHING?

As the title had been brought down the meaning of this post!
ohya..why i wrote this?
because my birthday is just around 19days!
and I'm too excited! but will i disappointed just because I'm expect too much?!
Every year,i wish i can have an unforgettable celebration!
but ends up,couldn't make it!
Every year,i wish i can get many wishes at 12:00a.m.!
but ends up,not much of my friends remember my birthday!
while last year,i wish i could celebrated my birthday with the love one!
but ends up,nothing surprise or even present send to me!
last year,was the most disappointed birthday year i ever had!
so that,i wish this year can celebrate my birthday with my friends or they can give me some surprise?!
I'm not even celebrated my birthday with my friends before!
so,I'm not well understand the feeling of the celebration!
aikss..i think i might DISAPPOINTED again this year..T_T
I KNOW I'M EXPECT TOO MUCH='(

nowadays I'm busy with the assignment and assessment!this 2 really makes me terrible!
i still have 3 assignments, 2 assessments to catch up!
my college life damn tired,yet enjoyable!
i love bunch of us gather together to discuss the answer of assessment!
i love bunch of us hang out for lunch when we've the 2/3 hours break!
i love bunch of us went for movie at queensbay!
i love my classmates much although past few weeks have some crash with someone!
but its doesn't matter!!i really enjoy my college life much!!
the day before yesterday,bunch of us went for movie again!
me,Yee Min,Zoe,Jason,Eric,TC,Zhaoyang,Riley,Chermaine,Yingci and Qiqi Mak!!
bunch of us went for FINAL DESTINATION 4!
alright guys..i just want to let you'll know,i love to be with you'll so much=)

BAD FEELINGS THAT I NEVER HAD IT BEFORE!!

i know I've been neglected my blog!but i don't care!=)
nowadays many things happened on me!or i should say,many bad things happened towards me?!
quite "EMO" this few days as I've been hurt by someone who i love?not to say that!i like??aiiksss...whatever~!
feel alone this week just because my roommates holiday~ing right now!
and just because of leave me alone at apartment,i had think many things!
what a long time I've never cry like crazy but just because of YOU!
i truly cry until like...!!!really never cry until like that before!
really feel very tired to love someone who not loving you!!!imagine how hurt am i?!
many of my friends advised me not to cry just because of him!
they says that NOT WORTH!
while other friends says I SHOULD DESERVE A BETTER MAN?!
i think so!!really not worth to waste the time with the guy who not loving me and caring me!!
yet,their still lots of man waiting for me?!as my friend says that!!haha~~funny guy you are!
told you guys la...actually I'm acting nothing in front of you all just to let you all not to worry me!
but officially,I'm not!!I'M JUST ACTING!!but i knew you thought i'm OK,so you just leave it like that!
I'm not that strong as you thought!! I'm really sick with this such problem!!
so..DON'T EVER THINK THAT I'M STRONG PLEASE!
well,just to express my feeling and thought at here!
sorry if I been bored you guys!
feel free to click "X" for exit=) but i knew that's too late!haha~
because you've finish reading my blog=)

will be here soon..!

GIVE UP

I've managed to give up what should i give up!
i give up just because of the things that not belongs to me right now!
I'm not sure that am i correct for choosing give you up!!
but i think that give up is the better choice for me and you to live happily!
i used to think that be with you every single moment or even forever before choosing give up!
but end up,that's just a dream that i can say!!
so,i have to erase your name in my list now=)
wish that i can do that!!!

UPSET!

As the title had tell - upset!
really quite upset because of the illness!!
felt like i've to segregate with all the people around!
why say so??
just because of just now was raining,and i wanted to help my mum to collect all the shirt!
but my mum says, don't go out yin!
followed up with my dad, don't go out ah yin!
really sad='(
please go away the headeche,sore throat,flu and cough!!
hate it so much!!!!!

PRESENTATION-Customer Service

I'm having a presentation on next week!
GOD BLESS ME!!
my partner : Tan Kelleen
my title : Customer Service
my current mood : Excited + Nervous
Kelleen,we both must ensure that we will not nervous at that time!!
GAMBATEH!

LOVE FRIDAY

yes!this time,i coming up here with my home's Internet but not apartment's wi-fi anymore!
i love Friday!as everyone knows FRIDAY means,i can back to my home!!
i miss them a lot even though that just 5 days never see them!haha^^
LOVE FRIDAY!LOVE FRIDAY!LOVE FRIDAY!!!
sounds like crazy right??
but,definetly you will know when you're staying at penang while your house at butterworth!
nothing to post up here but i just want to says I LOVE FRIDAY!!!

hi everyone,I'm here to blogging!
i know I've been neglect here for such a long time!
I'm now blogging from my apartment's wi-fi which located at outside of the house and beside the swimming pool!
I'd started my college life yesterday!
before the course break,I've no recognised even one friend!
but after a short break,i recognised two of my INTI's course mate!
which is KELLEEN and ZOE!
no photo to show =)
but really glad to know you guys!
need to recognise with more friends~!not just both of them=)**hiak hiak
i miss my home badly!!i miss the home cook's food!!!
miss my dad and my lovely mum as well!
I'm at here just for two days but i miss my home so much!!
I'm really home sick and can't even independent!!
or maybe I'm independent but just get home sick?!?!
lol...crazy!!miss you miss you miss you guys!!

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I'm taking the TAFEA course which is about accounting!
the lecture has started the course yesterday!
I'm not so clear with the account course,because that's all changing into ENGLISH where I've study with BM since I'm form4 and5!
need to follow up with the lecture are so darn difficult!
but i will try my best to translate them into BM as fast as possible so that I'll understanding!!
gambateh!!
about finance course:-not so understand about that too!
because it's all about the share market,insurance and more!
it used to read the news paper so only i can know about the share's things!
I've no regret that I'm choosing this course!
I'm really interested with account!
so i will add oil with that to prove that I CAN!
and to prove it to my parents that I'm not wasting their money as well!

well,I've wrote it down with the two-days-college life!
just a random post at here and if I've bored you up,just ignore it!haha~
bye!will coming up here if i got Internet=)

ps:miss me and i will miss you too!

ORIENTATION'S DAY

woke up in the early pretty morning as me and my sis have to settle all the college's stuff!
went there at 12:00p.m. and settled the things until 1:30p.m.?!
so,my sis dropped me at INTI as i had to attend the orientation at 2:00p.m.-5:oop.m.!
went there with alone and i surf Internet at INTI!
surf for a while then off to Lecture Treasurer Room!the room quite big!
the orientation actually not that bored as i thought!but most of them says B-O-R-E-D!
but i don't think so!I'm enjoy what seniors had tell!
although that's something i don't ever understand yet,it's enjoyable to listen what those seniors said!
i really love my college life!
even though i saw many strangers **i mean inti's classmate**
but i think we will be very close some other days!=)

INTI COLLEGE

just a short post here to release my excitedness!
going to step into my college life soon!
still left 1 week!felt so excited!=)
and this Wednesday,which is 15/7/09 is my orientation day!
very nervous + excited!!

An Awesome Wedding

3/7
woke up in the pretty morning just to prepare myself to attend my cousin's wedding!
i followed the bridgeroom which is my cousin to the bridge's house because i have to help him to do something!
the bridge's house at raja uda?bm? **ignore my stupid brain due to forget the place**
when reached there,the youngster sure will play something just to block the bridgeroom enter the bridge's room!
i think that's the rules and tradition for Chinese!
this is what they had play!

wear the panties?!

wear the grapes and find someone to eat?!

and the guy who wear white shirt ate all the grapes!

the feel was so high at that time!

this is the pretty bridge!my da shao

4/7

we had our wedding dinner at Sunday night!

2 o'clock went to LIPTON to set my hair until 4 o'clock!

after went back to the house,i started to make up,dressing!!

we have to went there earlier because we got helped them as well!

the wedding go smoothly and with a lot of funny and silly things that happened on bridgeroom and bridge!

they have dance in front of the stage and the bridge's sister also went to the stage just to sing a song to them for congrated them!

the wedding end at 11:00p.m. something!

and when we reached home was around 12:00a.m. something!

and we started to take pictures due to we were too busy at the wedding!

so we've no much time to take!* have just took some pictures with my sister at there*

let's do the pictures talking!

with my younger sis

with my elder sis!

(this is the one i have take at the dinner place which i mentioned at upstairs)

theng with mummy!

me with mummy!why am i so happy??

mei with mummy!

3 of us!

most of the people say 3 of us like sister?!don't you think so?

hehe^^love you mum!

and 2 of us again!and this time was with dad!

missing the camera girl!=)

love you too dad^^

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YOU ARE NOT ALONE :- MICHEAL JACKSON

i was get shocked when i heard MIX FM's DJ says Micheal Jackson had passed away!
i heard that was I'm on the way to KL!
really out of mood when heard this news!
and when i heard this news was early in the morning!!!
Oh My God!really can't imagine what his fans will did it!
yesterday i saw news paper,and say that 18 of MJ's fans have died just because of MJ had passed away!
how crazy are they!!
we should Love Life as Taiwan's artist were promoting this program!
but the way..all of us will respect on you(MJ) and will NEVER forget you forever and ever!


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this Friday,Saturday and Sunday is my cousin wedding!!
feel excited again=)
they wanted to held this with 3 days because they don't want too tired with that!
anyway...CONGRATULATION TO YOU FAI GO=)

I'M BACK

I'M back!!is time to blog up what i did at KL..

DAY 1:-
woke up in the pretty morning which is 6:00a.m. to get prepared of myself..
around 7:30a.m. only we started our journey!
felt excited when i prepared all the things..
all the way to KL,i never joke never play!i just sleeping and listen some music..haha^^
our journey to KL was just taken 4 hours time long to go!
so damn fast!haha..GOOD!
when we reached there,first is to satisfied our stomach!
went to eat "yong tao fu" at..dunno where**hehe
we sure will went there when we went to KL!WE WILL SURE THAT WE NEVER MISS IT!
after satisfied,went to KLCC to buy the product that i used to use it always!
the shop at gurney was closed!only sell at KLCC!=(
actually the purposed that we went KL is just to buy my cosmetic!hehe;)
name as ETTUSAINS!
after finished bought the product,we straight away went to our hotel for check in!
that is CITITEL HOTEL which is beside the MID VALLEY mega mall!

room number 2702!

let's pictures do talking!

the building that opposite my room!

used to take picture at the toilet as the toilet's lamp was damn nice=) i sure that all the guys will sure did that right?!

my sis called me to take this picture as she say the floor was damn unit!

group pictured at fitting room!

nice?!

DAY2:-
woke up early in the morning too as my father had make appointment with his friend that need to take breakfast with his family!

what a century i didn't took breakfast since i was graduated from form5!

bad lifestyle i have**
we was staying at town but we went to klang is just to take our breakfast?!

my father's friend says that the "bak kut teh" is the most famous among KL!

so we just get try!

1 hour journey to had our breakfast!

but then,when we reached that was almost in the afternoon!

so i don't ever know I'm having breakfast or lunch or even brunch?!

well,nice to meet you uncle and your family too^^

after that,we took 1 hour time again for went to shopping which is BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE!

we reached there almost 3 o'clock!

and we started to shop shop & shop!

buy a lots of stuff!but didn't captured it down=)

let's pictures do talking again!

times square

bumped into PENNY TAN at times square as i had say,she at KL right now for her future study!

so happy to meet you up at here penny!

bought this thing to try!the taste was really nice!just try it when you saw it!

we didn't ate our dinner since we took bak kut teh until now!

so we decided to have "sushi" as our dinner?!

bought sushi at jusco mid valley!

we bought alot!since we are so hungry!

but then we can't finish and left this small box of sushi!=)after finish took our dinner and i also take bath and off to the bed for watching MJ 's program!

DAY3:-

nothing much to say on the third day because we didn't went where for shopping!

woke up at 10:ooa.m. something and going to check out at 11:00a.m. something!

after check out,went to buy "bak gua" for my cousin since he used to call us buy for him!

later on,we bought the "kajang satay" as our dinner!

because when we reached home is already 5:00p.m. something!

we lazy to go out for dinner so we just bought satay for it!

**This trip might be the shortest trip that we have it yet,its be the funniest trip that i never had it before!I do really appreciated what mummy&daddy had did it for us!They always ask us that:''would you all going to leave us when you all have growing older and older?!"I'm really sure that we will never leave you both even we have working or what else!we will sure take care of you both as you both had take care 3 of us since we were child!LOVE YOU MUMMY AND DADDY!MUACK...**

few more hours later,i will off to KL!

really excited with that!

as i mentioned that it just 3 days 2 night,but i'll try my very best to enjoy this trip before i enter my college life=)

i hope can buy all the things that i want!

because this trip was very rush!just got 1 and the half days to shopping!!

i do really hope can buy a lot of things=)

you know why?

because i get BONUS from my mum;)

she get bonus from her company and i'll sure get some!haha^^

just a short post here to wrote down my happiness+excitedness=)

bye everyone!

do miss me ya;-)

FUN FUN FUN

GOING TO KL SOON!GOING TO KL SOON!GOING TO KL SOON!
26,27,28/6 will off to KL!
shopping,fun,enjoyable...I'm coming=)
feel excited while planing to go KL although it was just 3 days 2 night!
but it might be kinda fun & enjoyable instead of staying here!
have to get fun with my family with this short trip=)

stay tuned for my blog with those KL pictures ya!;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MIN=)
a very deep apologized that i have to say to you!
sorry ya min,can't accompany you to celebrate your birthday last night!
and even a present i didn't send to you!
but I'll send it later to you;)
don't worry ya!!
anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN!

A VERY LATE UPDATE!=)

SORRY for the very late update!
nowadays i felt lazy to update my blog and upload all the pictures!
and finally,I've upload all the pictures that I've mentioned at the previous post!

and now,let the pictures talk! went for pizza as our brunch!

went gurney for shopping!

while waiting min at the car when she went to her friend's house!

this is the part of her room that I've say before!

i love her speaker soooo much!

see!!how clean was her room!

this is the beautiful girl that i always say!
her room=)

you can just see how creativity was her!

damn nice!omg~~

she can using all the things to make a thing looks more attract!

this is her room!is it looks beautiful and attract you?

went to new world park at night!

new world park's toilet~

new world park's old town!

two pretty girl

min&tyng!