Friday, August 28, 2009

BAD FEELINGS THAT I NEVER HAD IT BEFORE!!

i know I've been neglected my blog!but i don't care!=)
nowadays many things happened on me!or i should say,many bad things happened towards me?!
quite "EMO" this few days as I've been hurt by someone who i love?not to say that!i like??aiiksss...whatever~!
feel alone this week just because my roommates holiday~ing right now!
and just because of leave me alone at apartment,i had think many things!
what a long time I've never cry like crazy but just because of YOU!
i truly cry until like...!!!really never cry until like that before!
really feel very tired to love someone who not loving you!!!imagine how hurt am i?!
many of my friends advised me not to cry just because of him!
they says that NOT WORTH!
while other friends says I SHOULD DESERVE A BETTER MAN?!
i think so!!really not worth to waste the time with the guy who not loving me and caring me!!
yet,their still lots of man waiting for me?!as my friend says that!!haha~~funny guy you are!
told you guys la...actually I'm acting nothing in front of you all just to let you all not to worry me!
but officially,I'm not!!I'M JUST ACTING!!but i knew you thought i'm OK,so you just leave it like that!
I'm not that strong as you thought!! I'm really sick with this such problem!!
so..DON'T EVER THINK THAT I'M STRONG PLEASE!
well,just to express my feeling and thought at here!
sorry if I been bored you guys!
feel free to click "X" for exit=) but i knew that's too late!haha~
because you've finish reading my blog=)

will be here soon..!

2 comments:

  1. Are you a stupid or an actress ?
    You know that so many people is concerning about you. Why you want to pretend nothing happen. No one thinks that you are strong, You are the one who made them believe you are strong. What is the purpose you write blog, want people know but not directly from you? Please don't keep yourself too much in your own world. I thought you want be mature and be confidence but seem like you are getting more childish more unconfidence.

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  2. how could i not to pretend nothing happend on me??i don't want the guy know i'm weak!i don't want the guy know i always cry because of HIM!!the better way that i can do is just to pretend nothing happend!ya..i admit i'm very sad and hurt!but what to do??tell him that i'm very sad??tell him that almost everyday i will cry??

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