AM I TOO EXPECT FOR SOMETHING?

As the title had been brought down the meaning of this post!
ohya..why i wrote this?
because my birthday is just around 19days!
and I'm too excited! but will i disappointed just because I'm expect too much?!
Every year,i wish i can have an unforgettable celebration!
but ends up,couldn't make it!
Every year,i wish i can get many wishes at 12:00a.m.!
but ends up,not much of my friends remember my birthday!
while last year,i wish i could celebrated my birthday with the love one!
but ends up,nothing surprise or even present send to me!
last year,was the most disappointed birthday year i ever had!
so that,i wish this year can celebrate my birthday with my friends or they can give me some surprise?!
I'm not even celebrated my birthday with my friends before!
so,I'm not well understand the feeling of the celebration!
aikss..i think i might DISAPPOINTED again this year..T_T
I KNOW I'M EXPECT TOO MUCH='(