1 more week, I'll be turn to 18th! a bit excited yet nervous! xD
my ex-classmates say want to celebrate with me at 2/10!which means this Friday!
but still not yet plan where to go and invite who!
hope all will be fine=)
what will do while my real birthday day?
will i celebrate with the college's mate? family? or alone?
my mind still blank!='(
scare to be alone due to last year's situation!!
my college's mate called me go DREAM which at Auto-city!
some of them say go clubbing?! since i've turn 18th already what..hahaha^^
should i? or just staying at penang celebrate myself with sis??
my mind still blank too!='(
haizz...hope all will be fine for me xD!

since I'm so free now, and decided to update some picture to here! because my blog looks like dead already^^
all those pictures is recent me & my family!
an apologise to the readers because the pictures might be blur since I'm using cell phone to take all those pictures=)
please forgive ya.

location: gurney plaze's chilis restaurant

the blogger=)

the pretty sis

she is eating the so-called " bali yi mai" since she haven't took her breakfast!

i love this pic much!

she was acting silly again @.@

my daddy

big face i have!!!! damn it!

@.@

wondering why she likes to promote the chilli?!

the "tam jiak" hand!!haha~

AM I TOO EXPECT FOR SOMETHING?

As the title had been brought down the meaning of this post!
ohya..why i wrote this?
because my birthday is just around 19days!
and I'm too excited! but will i disappointed just because I'm expect too much?!
Every year,i wish i can have an unforgettable celebration!
but ends up,couldn't make it!
Every year,i wish i can get many wishes at 12:00a.m.!
but ends up,not much of my friends remember my birthday!
while last year,i wish i could celebrated my birthday with the love one!
but ends up,nothing surprise or even present send to me!
last year,was the most disappointed birthday year i ever had!
so that,i wish this year can celebrate my birthday with my friends or they can give me some surprise?!
I'm not even celebrated my birthday with my friends before!
so,I'm not well understand the feeling of the celebration!
aikss..i think i might DISAPPOINTED again this year..T_T
I KNOW I'M EXPECT TOO MUCH='(

nowadays I'm busy with the assignment and assessment!this 2 really makes me terrible!
i still have 3 assignments, 2 assessments to catch up!
my college life damn tired,yet enjoyable!
i love bunch of us gather together to discuss the answer of assessment!
i love bunch of us hang out for lunch when we've the 2/3 hours break!
i love bunch of us went for movie at queensbay!
i love my classmates much although past few weeks have some crash with someone!
but its doesn't matter!!i really enjoy my college life much!!
the day before yesterday,bunch of us went for movie again!
me,Yee Min,Zoe,Jason,Eric,TC,Zhaoyang,Riley,Chermaine,Yingci and Qiqi Mak!!
bunch of us went for FINAL DESTINATION 4!
alright guys..i just want to let you'll know,i love to be with you'll so much=)

BAD FEELINGS THAT I NEVER HAD IT BEFORE!!

i know I've been neglected my blog!but i don't care!=)
nowadays many things happened on me!or i should say,many bad things happened towards me?!
quite "EMO" this few days as I've been hurt by someone who i love?not to say that!i like??aiiksss...whatever~!
feel alone this week just because my roommates holiday~ing right now!
and just because of leave me alone at apartment,i had think many things!
what a long time I've never cry like crazy but just because of YOU!
i truly cry until like...!!!really never cry until like that before!
really feel very tired to love someone who not loving you!!!imagine how hurt am i?!
many of my friends advised me not to cry just because of him!
they says that NOT WORTH!
while other friends says I SHOULD DESERVE A BETTER MAN?!
i think so!!really not worth to waste the time with the guy who not loving me and caring me!!
yet,their still lots of man waiting for me?!as my friend says that!!haha~~funny guy you are!
told you guys la...actually I'm acting nothing in front of you all just to let you all not to worry me!
but officially,I'm not!!I'M JUST ACTING!!but i knew you thought i'm OK,so you just leave it like that!
I'm not that strong as you thought!! I'm really sick with this such problem!!
so..DON'T EVER THINK THAT I'M STRONG PLEASE!
well,just to express my feeling and thought at here!
sorry if I been bored you guys!
feel free to click "X" for exit=) but i knew that's too late!haha~
because you've finish reading my blog=)

will be here soon..!

GIVE UP

I've managed to give up what should i give up!
i give up just because of the things that not belongs to me right now!
I'm not sure that am i correct for choosing give you up!!
but i think that give up is the better choice for me and you to live happily!
i used to think that be with you every single moment or even forever before choosing give up!
but end up,that's just a dream that i can say!!
so,i have to erase your name in my list now=)
wish that i can do that!!!

UPSET!

As the title had tell - upset!
really quite upset because of the illness!!
felt like i've to segregate with all the people around!
why say so??
just because of just now was raining,and i wanted to help my mum to collect all the shirt!
but my mum says, don't go out yin!
followed up with my dad, don't go out ah yin!
really sad='(
please go away the headeche,sore throat,flu and cough!!
hate it so much!!!!!